method for floating through book launches and other tumultuous times

"I read all this Zen stuff," I said, "and then two hours later I'm stressing again."

"The thing to realize," said my friend, "is you're already there."

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this is the buddha climbing the hill

this is the buddha digging a hole

this is the buddha dusting the dirt off her hands

this is the buddha plugging in the electrical cord

this is the buddha boiling the water

this is the buddha fretting, gnawing her knuckles

this is the buddha writing a tweet

this is the buddha coffee-tongued and runny-nosed

this is the buddha writing a card

this is the buddha eating pistachios

this is the buddha worrying what people will think

this is the buddha feeling guilty

this is the buddha putting on a sweater

this is the buddha taking off a hat

this is the buddha making to-do lists

this is the buddha hunting for a pen

this is the buddha waiting for the ferry

this is the buddha riding in her old friend's pickup

this is the buddha sitting strained and hopeful while her old friend throws the I Ching

this is the buddha confused by the I Ching's answers

this is the buddha washing her hair

this is the buddha pulling the seed-heads off tall grasses

this is the buddha standing at the side of the road

this is the buddha kicking drum-beats in the gravel

this is the buddha feeling tense

this is the buddha brushing the hair out of her face

this is the buddha washing a dish

this is the buddha checking her e-mail

this is the buddha worrying about her remaining battery supply

this is the buddha putting on shoes

this is the buddha driving to the store

this is the buddha cutting open the cardboard box

this is the buddha sick with nerves

this is the buddha happy

this is the buddha watching moonlight ripple on the wooden rafters

this is the buddha listening to the sleeping bags crinkle

this is the buddha dreaming of a pirate feast

this is the buddha forgetting, remembering, and forgetting again and again.

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With love to all you friends, penpals, and wise strangers out there, buddhas every one.  

thought of the day

"Things are as they are. Looking out into the universe at night, we make no comparisons between right and wrong stars, nor between well and badly arranged constellations.” 

-Alan Watts

parents of writers: a memo

Dear Parents of Writers (POW),

The summer book season will soon be in full swing. As several of you have writer-children with novels coming out in the next few weeks, the members of the board would like to take this opportunity to remind you of certain guidelines for interacting with your offspring during this sensitive time. If you have any questions or concerns, a registered POW counselor is available by telephone 24/7 at 1-888-POW-HELP to assist you.

Avoid sending your writer-child e-mail alerts with subject headings like "VegasBabe22 panned your book on Amazon." Although VegasBabe's comments might strike you as a serious affront requiring urgent action, your writer-child may take a more pacifist stance on the matter. Because your writer-child may not, in fact, take each and every internet review as seriously as you do—and indeed, may be avoiding them completely—it is important to inquire about her policy on this matter before filling her inbox with well-meaning updates every time an ignominious villain says something less-than-laudatory about her book.

Avoid asking your writer-child about her "plans" every time you talk on the phone. Your writer-child hasn't showered for a week; her "office" is a cardboard box that lives in the backseat of her boyfriend's car. Her "plans" involve acquiring a decent pair of socks in time for ALA, and possibly moving to this secret jungle camp in Hawaii that a cool stranger in whose backyard she recently camped told her about.

Avoid marching into tourist bookstores while you are on vacation, asking to be directed to your writer-child's book, and sending your writer-child alarmist e-mails when it is not in stock. Not every bookstore will stock your writer-child's book, especially the ones that sell mostly seagull magnets and coffee table books about sand dollars. Do not be surprised if your writer-child shows a bewildering lack of alarm about this state of affairs. Writer-children do not always appreciate the scope of these indignities; that is where you come in.

Avoid asking your writer-child if she has talked to her editor about publishing that barely-fictionalized travel novella she wrote at nineteen or the picture book she wrote and illustrated at age ten. Although the commerical potential of your writer-child's juvenalia may seem obvious to you, your writer-child will find all sorts of wily excuses not to pass them on to her agent and editor. You may wish to send said juvenalia to movie producers yourself, because otherwise there is no way you will ever see the genius that is Iggy The Iguana brought to life on the big screen.

Avoid asking your writer-child about her second novel unless you have first checked with her significant other to confirm that this is a Good Writing Day. If you receive an indication that this is a Bad Writing Day, wait twenty-four hours and check again.

Do listen carefully when your writer-child updates you on book news, to avoid making mistakes or exaggerations when repeating said news to extended family. A Junior Library Guild selection is not the same as an Oprah's Book Club selection; a Bloggy award is not the Pulitzer Prize. These differences may seem trivial to you, but may cause your writer-child considerable embarassment at Thanksgiving dinner.

Do seek out other POW's for support should you experience anxiety, frustration, anger or disappointment during any stage of your writer-child's career. It is not easy to be the parent of a writer, but remember that you are not alone.

Please feel free to reproduce and/or distribute this document at will, and our sincerest best wishes for this summer 2013 book season.

Velda Perez,

Chairwoman, Parents of Writers

the secret lives of YA cover designers: an interview with Tom Forget

Tom Forget is an artist and cover designer who was recently declared to be one of the "most stylish New Yorkers" by TimeOut magazine. He also happens to be the man behind the cover for WILD AWAKE. He kindly agreed to share his thoughts on book design and the creative life. You can see more of his work at www.tomforget.com and at www.mammalmag.com.

What do you aim for in a YA cover (as opposed to a cover for the adult market)?  

That's an interesting question. I think the briefest way to answer that is that there's a certain direct-ness of imagery that we use in YA that is not as strictly observed in adult books. We are less likely to use images that are cropped or obscured than what you might see on adult covers. I think that in terms of color we try to be more immediate as well. There's certainly room for subtlety in YA design, and I think many of the best YA jackets employ it, but we have to make sure that we don't outsmart ourselves (or by extension our readers) by trying to be too sophisticated. In addition, just from a market standpoint, we're looking at different indicators. We need to pay attention to advertising, fashion, music, etc. that young people are consuming, where as that's obviously less crucial for adult designers.

What are the differences between designing for a hardcover or a paperback?  

Honestly, there is not much of a difference for me, aside from the fact that you're not really thinking about extending any art onto flaps. You basically have to plan for "front, back, spine," which might limit your ideas slightly. 

 
What are your biggest frustrations as a cover designer? 

That's an easy one. The approval process. I can only speak to my own experiences, but in my daily working life there are many "customers" to satisfy, and frequently they've got wildly different expectations. Editors and Authors might have a strong creative vision, but then the sales force and the bookseller will have commercial needs that have to be met. The designer has to walk a tightrope to get to the other side, while still on some level liking what they've created and finding some creative satisfaction from the end result. One specific thing relates to this is that in our market there is a tendency to follow in the footsteps of established successful jackets. Obviously, trend-spotting is important, but it can be exasperating when you are consistently asked to "make it look like (current successful jacket)". As designers, we crave new stimulus, so this can run current to our natural impulses.
 
What would be your dream book for which to design a cover? 

My dream project would be a line-wide redesign of crime writer Lawrence Block's Matthew Scudder books. That's one of my favorite series and it's really the kind of material I gravitate towards in my leisure hours. The books are currently packaged in a perfectly serviceable mass market design, but they're so morally compelling and gritty that I would really like to see something more attention-grabbing. The Lookout director Scott Frank is currently working on a film based on one of the books, starring Liam Neeson, so maybe a repackage is in the pipeline? One of my colleagues on the 6th floor will no doubt get the call, sadly.
 
Are you involved in creative projects outside of cover design? Do they influence your cover aesthetic, or do you keep them separated? 

Yes, absolutely. In my off hours I Paint and draw and have a small publication I work on with a group of old friends called MAMMAL Magazine, where I put any sort of odd idea I've been sketching out in the world. Lately I've been collaborating on skateboard deck designs for Handsome Skateboards, which is a small new brand founded by a talented sculptor friend of mine, Eric Eley. In my house, my wife and I are always working on something and bouncing ideas off of each other. She wrote a novel manuscript that she's shopping to agents, so she's sympathetic to my creative efforts too. We try to maintain an atmosphere where we can help each other over the humps we might struggle with. 
 
As far as my pursuits influencing my cover aesthetic, they certainly do, and vice versa! Actually, WILD AWAKE is a prime example of my leisure activities and my "day job" meeting up. For the flaps and back cover, I hand-painted the background treatments and drew flowers, as well as splattering ink on paper to make some of the other elements. It was a convergence of a number of different techniques that I don't often get to use at Harper. I also find myself referring back to compositional rules I learn at work when I'm creating my own off-hours stuff. Creativity isn't a one way street so much as it's different bodies of water that really just make up one big ocean.

How did you arrive at this cover for WILD AWAKE? 

This one took a little while. Some books are very easy to get a handle on (Vampire boy falls in love with human girl!), but the emotions in WILD AWAKE were more complicated than that. We needed to somehow show joy and deep sadness while being respectful to the darker aspects of the story. Because the girl in the story had an artist older sister, I started doing alot of stuff with actual, old-fashioned, handmade paints and inks, while simultaneously doing some stock photo research to see if anything clicked. Editorial provided us with some helpful competitive titles and jackets that both they and the author (in this instance you!) liked the feel of, and I tried to tailor what I was doing based on that information. In the meantime, there was discussion about the title, and when that changed it afforded us more room to play with the visual space. After a couple of "not...quite...right..." comps, we had a tremendously helpful conference call where all of the involved parties were able to communicate really directly. This is not usual procedure, but in this instance it was really clarifying and pretty much lead directly to us finding the correct tone for the final cover. And really, a lot of the earlier drawings and paint work from earlier comps went into crafting the back cover and flaps, so the whole process from the very beginning bore fruit.

What advice do you have for aspiring book designers? 

More than anything, I would say that you have to be ready to throw something out and start again! In modern book publishing, there are many layers of approval that you have to go through (art directors, sales team, editorial, author, bookseller), and you have to be ready to just roll with it if the cover you just worked on and have fallen in love with needs to be reconsidered. It's easier said than done when you've come up with a design you're really fond of but that just isn't quite right for the book in question, but you can always make that rejected cover part of your portfolio (as I did for one of the rejected covers for WILD AWAKE!)

I would also say that an aspiring book designer should always keep his or her eyes open. I of course try to keep abreast of the books on the shelves in the YA section of bookstores, but inspiration strikes when I look at the greater world around me. For example, the color scheme and flap design for WILD AWAKE was something I thought up from looking at Mark Rothko color field paintings when I was at the Museum of Modern Art. One other time, I got a great idea for a color scheme for a design from looking at really gnarly bread mold. If you peer too intently at other book designs exclusively, it'll be nearly impossible for you to design something fresh. It's the equivalent of trying to pick something up with a clenched fist.

  

      

Tom Forget's cover for WILD AWAKE: hand-made paint splatters and Rothko-inspired colors.

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Do you have any burning cover design questions for Tom? If so, please leave them in the comments and I will ask him very nicely for a guaranteed-to-be-stylish response!

book deals and the nomadic author: letter from shaw island

Dear you,

It is May, and WILD AWAKE is coming out in three weeks. Techie Boyfriend and I have repaired to a campsite in the woods, which is possibly the world's least convenient place from which to launch a novel, but illuminating in its own way.

As I write this, my body is here in this driftwood shack, with a kerosene lantern burning over my shoulder and Techie Boyfriend playing a broken accordion in the twilight, but I'm aware of this other Hilary, a Monopoly-piece extension of myself, moving around the game board of publishing with all of the tumultuous joys and stresses that entails (one roll lands the coveted "You have won $10 in a beauty pageant," and on the next roll it's "Postage fees for over-ambitious ARC mailing; pay $50 to Community Chest.")

I feel a strange tension between those two realities—the one in which I'm a forest creature living a three-mile bike ride from the nearest electrical outlet, and the one in which I'm a person with a blog, a twitter account, and a calendar slowly but surely filling up with Real Actual Author Events in places like Chicago and Boston. Both realities excite me, and balancing the two is going to be an interesting dance. I'm especially grateful to have known many of you, oh readers of this blog, for a pretty long time now—I feel like I can write you these strange little letters and you will understand.

I am typing up this letter on my laptop, sitting at that three-mile electrical outlet in the shade. This morning I found a bird's nest with four tiny speckled eggs inside, and saw calypso orchids growing on the forest floor. I'm glad to live in a world where both are possible, the electrical outlet and the four speckled eggs. And although I still get worried sometimes that I'll never find the right balance between my publishing life and my forest one, I think there's something to be learned from watching your Monopoly piece by kerosene lantern.

Sincerely,

Hilary

thought of the day...

"Turtles rarely pass up a chance to lay in the sun on a partly submerged log. No two turtles ever lunched together with the idea of promoting anything. No turtle ever went around complaining that there is no profit in book publishing except from the subsidiary rights. Turtles do not work day and night to perfect explosive devices that wipe out Pacific islands and eventually render turtles sterile.Turtles never use the word "implementation" or the phrases "hard core" and "in the last analysis." No turtle ever rang another turtle back on the phone. In the last analysis, a turtle, although lacking knowledge, knows how to live. A turtle, by its admirable habits, gets to the hard core of life. That may be why its arteries are so soft."

 -E.B. White, Turtle Blood Bank, 1953

Wishing you all a turtle-y day.

H

WILD AWAKE news with a side of snurkleberry jam

Why hello!

I haven't shared much book news here, but lots of happy little things have been happening and it was time to give them a mention:

In Germany news:

WILD WACH verkauft Fischer Verlag in einer sehr schönen Deal—which is exciting, because now my German translator, Jenny, e-mails me every few days with queries like "on p. 22, what exactly are they smoking?" and "cannot find German word for 'snurkleberries,' please advise."

Fischer Verlage is an independent literary publisher that was founded in Berlin in 1886 by this dapper gentleman:

Note that he is smoking something (but what?) and has a pocket full of snurkleberries.

In Audio news:

The clever and talented Shannon McManus, whom you may remember from the audiobook of LOLA AND THE BOY NEXT DOOR, will be narrating the audio version of WILD AWAKE. This is a picture I stole from her website:

That expression? Surprise and delight upon tasting a true snurkleberry for the first time.

In news concerning Junior Librarians*:

WILD AWAKE is a Junior Library Guild selection for 2013. What does this mean? I'm still not entirely sure, but they gave me this shiny thing:

*the Junior Library Guild does not actually consist of Junior Librarians, but wouldn't that be neat?In

In let's-hang-out news:

I will be at the 2013 ALA conference in Chicago this June 27-July 2nd, and possibly doing some other bookish things in Chicago that week. We should hang out! 

In other news:

A few weeks ago when I visited HarperCollins, I was startled to see stacks and stacks of ARCs which have since made their way into the world. Result: a million billion* people are now reading WILD AWAKE.

*this is an exact figure.

If you are also reading WILD AWAKE, send me a picture or post it to this Tumblr. Bonus points for intriguing locations, exotic animals, and extremely dour and/or blissful facial expressions. 

In where-the-heck-are-you news:

Washington! For now!

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That is all!